Hello, sorry abot this morning, didt mean to put a damper on things,

Thanks jv and missy, i think when depression comes creeping in to visit, i really do find it hard to be a happy chappy, thank you for your support, im tired, but feeling a tad better than early hours of this morning.

Went to the Dr had all my levels checked, im going a little yellowish in the eyes, so im guessing as my Dr said that my liver levels are way up and it will contribute to the way i am feeling.

Have a wonderful day everyone and again, thank you jv and missy darling for your kindness. I appreciate you both.♥

Bella do what is right for yourself and your family at the moment - timing is always paramount regards major change. Good luck!

So true miss and wise words indeed. We are not hurrying anything right now. Also I received a phone call today to say lil prince won't be going home for a little while yet. That is the thing with what we do it all changes so quickly.....

One day at a time 🙂

Zaid huge hugs girl. You know there is nothing wrong with expressing emotion over losing a precious precious child ever. While I know you celebrate the life your lil baby had I also know what it is to grieve for the life they never experienced.

It's ok to cry, its ok to grieve even 26 years on because your precious bub will always be a very special part of your heart. Don't let anyone say you should be over it. The fact that you still express those feelings shows what an amazing mum you are, how sensitive and caring you are. All such wonderful traits...

But what is so so special is that all these years later you hold the memory of you baby so close to your heart...what a precious soul you are zaid. I'm sending you loads of hugs and much love...

Hello, sorry abot this morning, didt mean to put a damper on things, Thanks jv and missy, i think when depression comes creeping in to visit, i really do find it hard to be a happy chappy, thank you for your support, im tired, but feeling a tad better than early hours of this morning. Went to the Dr had all my levels checked, im going a little yellowish in the eyes, so im guessing as my Dr said that my liver levels are way up and it will contribute to the way i am feeling. Have a wonderful day everyone and again, thank you jv and missy darling for your kindness. I appreciate you both.♥

Hugs hope you had a better day to day:)

Goooooooooood morning and hope everyone has a marvellous day planned, chilling out, relaxing, catching up with friends,pottering around the house etc etc

Magic day here........but i see where the southern belles from the southern states are in for some very cold weather:(

Has anyone heard from the Dame at all?

Hi JV
Dame is having a bit of a break - I will be speaking to her later in the week and will let her know you were asking after her,.

Good morning all! Hi JVH freezing down here - please send down some of your lovely weather! Glad your OH is back golfing - hope your son and his lovely wife are doing well too! Hi zaidee sending loads of ((hugs)) - glad the weather is not getting you down any! Sounds like you have really suffered some heartwrenching losses - you and I are just about the same age and I miss my dad like crazy even after 27yrs - can't imagine the pain in losing a child. Stay strong sweet lady! Izabs welcome to this lovely thread. Look forward to seeing you in here! Hi pjbear can the doc give you something for the sleep woes? Puppy is doing well but still barks and p's all the time lol! Bella do what is right for yourself and your family at the moment - timing is always paramount regards major change. Good luck! Kezza hope your meeting with purple was really awesome. Bet it was! Absoloutely horrid weather again today. Have to hit the supermarket later otherwise lie low! My neice is back from o/s hope to catch up with her later on. Have a great day!

hiya missy, hang in there with the puppy, check out Cheap as chips ,they have these brilliant puppy training pads, they really seem to work!!

zaids, there is no reason why you should not hurt,there comes a time when letting go can be so hard.I don't want to sound harsh and its not meant to..but I found when a baby that I dearly loved passed it tore me apart til one day I released some helium balloons said a prayer and watched the balloons soar ,I watched til they disappeared, and it actually helped I felt as though I had released a spirit and watched it fly, til it was out of sight, Yes i still get sad sometimes, but part of me felt a release that day, I will never forgvet this lil girl, she was 18 months old when she died ,(leukeamia),it was a lil girl that I considered my lil sister as we had such a tight bond,she was my best friend sister, I would go round her house every morning and night, and all day in the school hols to look after her and her lil brother who had intellectual disabilities so her mum could work part time...there was no dad on the scene he left when lil Sarah was born...

Releasing the ballooons seemed a bit strange to me at the time but it was reccommended by The Bonnie Babies Foundation...but I tell you what it worked I had Sarah's fave song playing in the background which at the time was Peter Coombes "Spaghetti Bolognaise" I pictured her in heaven with the angels..i not only released some of my grief that day but also had let her spirit soar!!

ooops meant to answer Missy's question, Missy i am on some pretty hefty tablets fro the narcolepsy, they do need a bit of a review, but need to make another appointment to see the sleep specialist, she wanted to do another sleep test ,I hate those things everytime you turn over you get tangled up in all the wires, LOL!

Hi JV Dame is having a bit of a break - I will be speaking to her later in the week and will let her know you were asking after her,.

Thanks so much:)

Good afternoon all!

Hi JVH thanks for sending down some lovely weather! Sun is shining and don't need the heat blasting today. Already been out taking advantage. Have a radio in with the puppy, toys, chewy doo-dads loads of blankets in his bed, a night light, a hot water bottle - will try the clock lol - got my neice tonight so can't have him barking all night. Thanks for the tips - glad you are seeing your son soon!

Hi zaidee glad you are feeling a bit better - hopefully your doc will give you a liver tonic or such to help as well. Depression is a nasty ailment - you need loads of TLC and ((hugs)) - hope tomorrow is even better for you!

Bella must be awful being on tender hooks not knowing how long you get to keep the l'il prince. He is obviously a major part of your family now. You are one very special lady!

Kezza hope the home situation is more tolerable. Think the quicker you get your own place the happier you will be. Still waiting for Purple's news!!

Got school runs next couple of days and babysitting my nephew all day tomorrow. OMG don't know how you mum's manage the juggle lol! I'm exhausted! Have a great day everyone!