😞  The only advice I can offer right now Moorna is that we have to accept we have no control over certain things and with help we need to find strength to carry on.  I know its easier said than done, I carry a lot of guilt as well...

I'm confident we all do Meep :-x

Talking it out is often the most difficult task though, and doing it with those closest to you often proves to be more difficult too.

I know that for a fact, and this is the first time ever I've really opened up on such things, so someone around here has a lot for me to thank them for I guess.