I just cant quite grasp the whole three being one thing...I guess thats why I'm not a catholic. 

I can no lomger grasp the whole God thing, which is why I am an atheist.

I was brought up aCcatholic, I was a practising Catholic for most of my life and I tried really hard to hold onto my beliefs, but logic and common sense kept getting in the way and in the end iI had to  agree with Stephen Hawking that as far as I could see a Scientific explanation for  the Universe and our place in it made a lot more sense than a religious one - especially as no two religions seemed able to agree on exactly what the religious explanation was.

I do believe that before anything existed it must have been possible for it to exist, and that possibility - I call it infinite potential - could  be described as God, but to me, the idea some  spiritual entity complete with human attributes (love, anger jealousy etc) who somehow conjured everything into existence just doesn't make sense. 

So far I have never found a single 'believer' who was able to give a  practical answer to my question What is God.