Thursday will be 2 years since the accident.

Im having a hard time at the moment. Torn between two thoughts.

I said my goodbye to Mum when i left Dubbo with the hopes that that would be my last goodbye. I feel like my Mother is gone and........i kind of feel at peace with that.

But then. every Thurs, Fri and Sat nights i have to talk to Dad. Talk to dad about Mum and im having a hard time doing that.

Even when it was her birthday, i was having a hard time talking to her on the phone....because i feel she has gone.