((((amy)))

(((((((((((((Amy)))))))))))))♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

i hate this 😞

I feel such anger inside today.
I dont want to do the calls anymore. I hate it. I HATE IT.

but i have to. i have to because my dad sits with her everyday and i have to because my sister goes up to her everyday after work.

Amy, it's a small price to pay for a mum who has loved you all your life. I have been where you are, please believe when your lovely mum is gone, you will know you did everything you could and have no regrets.
Today, I have to take my hubby to see his mum, maybe for the last time. I am finding it hard to do, as she is not a mum who really tried.

Amy... you have been trying to give your best effort for your Mum...and...your Dad...I am sending a hug to you from all these miles away...please take care of yourself...you are a wonderful daughter...
Peace and Blessings, Sylvia

{{{{{Amy}}}}}

I am so sorry honey that things have turned out the way they have for your mum.

Really all you can do now is love her, when you talk to her on the phone just tell her about the stuff that is happening in your lives, but don't hold out hope for a response. Know that somewhere deep inside her she is understanding what you are telling her, she is just unable to communicate back with you.

Sending you peaceful energy. :-x

Amy, my Mum died from a brain tumour almost three years ago. It was all so sudden - 3months between diagnosis and death. She went from being a vibrant, active Mum to a woman in a vegetative state within a blink of an eye. For a few weeks she would talk with clarity for brief amounts of time, but, mostly, she would talk about things that weren't real , even though they seemed very real to her. Then she stopped communicating and just lay there. At times she would smile and nod for no apparent reason, but, that didn't last long. I had been visiting her everyday, sometimes stay overnight, but, I was finding it harder and harder to do so. I felt afraid and helpless. One morning , i got up and said to OH that I didn't want to go to the hospice. half an hour later, my sister rang to say that Mum had died. It's hard, Amy.

Your Mum would not have made as much progress as she had without the love and support from her daughter. You fought so hard for her, Amy. Thinking of you, hun. It's been a long journey.

Amy...just stopping by to say that y'all are in my thoughts today...take care of yourself...
peace and blessings, Sylvia

(((Amy))):-x

:-x thinking of u amy, ur stronger than u think u r 😉