Watched a movie on TV yesterday arvo "Awakenings". OMG that was a hard watch. Too close to home.
I wonder if dad watched it
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(((((((Amy)))))))
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Today My Mum saw her first great Grandaughter was is only 4 days old.
My sister says she had no reaction
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I know, i really wasnt expecting any miracle to happen but i still can't help but feel sad.
She wuold of been so happy and excited and such an amazing great grandmother
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(((((AMY))))))))

my sister just sent me a photo she took yesterday.
It's of my Mum with her new great Grandaughter.
It's not a good photo
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I havent seen my Mum for 2 years. It doesnt look like my Mum anymore
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How far away is your mum Amy? Can you go and see her?

So sorry Amy♥

{{{Amy}}}
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"There is nothing more; but I want nothing more." Christopher Hitchins

How far away is your mum Amy? Can you go and see her?



She's 16 hours away jack.
But to be honest, i really cant go and see her. The last time i did, it took a very emotional toll on me and i got very very depressed. I can't put my family through that again.
And i know, it would be worse this time. My sister tells me how she really is and i know she is worse(my dad doesnt really see how she really is).

Im trying to decide whether to put the photo on here. Its very personal but you have all gone through this with me. I feel like i should share her with you cause,without the support of those on here, i dont know if i would of gotten through this at times
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(((((hugs))))) Amy.

Re: the pic, do what you feel is best for you no one else.
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