:-x

Not so much that I don't know exactly what to write, yes that is hard to know the right words, but I never wanted to invade your privacy.. sounds strange on a public forum I know.

When you were crying the other day it broke my heart.. I shed a few tears for you. That was my birthday and it made me realise how lucky I am in my life...

aww sorry i made you sad on your birthday.

Sometimes i read back on this thread and see the meltdowns ive had and i actually get embarrased. Sometimes i dont even remember half the stuff i wrote during one.
But, this thread really, is the only place i have where i can let go and the things people write back to me....you cant imagine how much they help me in those really bad times
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(((((((((((((Amy))))))))))))) :-x
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it's all good Amy.. I was sad anyway.. I was 40.. lol

You know I appreciate so much more in life because of stories like yours. We can't take anything for granted.

Spoke to dad last night.
He thinks Mum has given up as she is just staring a the wall all day and has been like that for 4 days now. He says she doesnt even seem to recognise him.
He seemed ok with it. He said he always thought that this is how it would be when she had had enough and he doesnt blame her.
I didnt know what to say as when i have tried to talk about this sort of thing in the past, he has bitten my head off.
But he seems to be ready for it now.
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Everyone grieves in there own way and in their own time.

Sending you hugs, Amy.
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"There is nothing more; but I want nothing more." Christopher Hitchins

(((Amy)))

((((((((((((AMY))))))))))))

In a very sad way, its really good that your Dad is ready for it.

How your Nan doing today?

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It is sad Amy, but his acceptance will help you all, in the end.

I hope for all your sakes', particularly your Mum's, that he's right Amy.
Thoughts are with you♥