you know what jen, she's not gone forever, she will live on , in your hearts and memories, and while physically she is not here, her memory is something that will never leave...she watches over you all the time, I believe that and have faith in that! :-x , well it sure has been a hot one today, whew!!! I am looking for the parts for my air cooler, & do ya think I can find them ??? grrrr, and the other fan is in the top of the cupboard where I cant reach it.. aaargh! well its cold meat and salad tonight ,and prolly tomorrow night too,, I also found a HUGE time saver,, i bought my sausages in bulk and put them on an oven tray ,pricked them cooked them all at the same time in the oven, when they were cooked and cooled I wrapped them in lots of 3 (2 for me, 1 for Naji) and chucked them in the freezer, ,just grab em out when you want snags for tea... I also buy a big block of cheese and cut it in half, I grate half and put it in the freezer, the other half is everyday use,, it works out heaps cheaper...