hey all, well I can't sleep, I am feeling really low atm, and i cant vent antwhere else, if I say anything i get attacked for it ... 😞
i am so down atm, I absolutely dislike this time of year makes me sad to see everyone else happy and cheerful and chatting about their christmas plans, yet I am expected to travel 2 hours to go to the family christmas..I dont want to go, but to keep the peace and to stop the tears , I am going to,,...My family are giving me the willies,, since i broke my wrist not one of them has rung me to see how I am or if I need anything...not one!!
my mother has pnemonia 3 times last week i rang her to see how she was,, and ,I am told that I am selfish for not going to her place and doing her housework and shoppng...what the hell?? I cant get into her place for a start and how am i supposed to do any of that while in a wheelchair with a broken wrist???sooner I leave adelaide the better,,thing is I love Adelaide,,(not the heat part tho)
Do they not get it??? I am still waiting for my friend to repay me the money she owes me...I am not loaning anymore money out,,not ever my mum took over a year to pay me back $100 and my aunty took nearly 2 years to give me back $800 dont they realize that ,That is my savings.. I tell you between all this garbage and my health I am at the end of my rope,I cant sleep at night cos people keep ringing me and waking me up, 2 phone calls last night bothe around midnight, then early yesterday morning at 3 am and then again at 7.50 am , what is wrong with these people,..

sorry for raving, its off my chest and on the puter now,,
I hope that you all areokay giving you all big hugs and thanks to you all for putting up with me!!