hey all, well I can't sleep, I am feeling really low atm, and i cant vent antwhere else, if I say anything i get attacked for it ... 😞 i am so down atm, I absolutely dislike this time of year makes me sad to see everyone else happy and cheerful and chatting about their christmas plans, yet I am expected to travel 2 hours to go to the family christmas..I dont want to go, but to keep the peace and to stop the tears , I am going to,,...My family are giving me the willies,, since i broke my wrist not one of them has rung me to see how I am or if I need anything...not one!! my mother has pnemonia 3 times last week i rang her to see how she was,, and ,I am told that I am selfish for not going to her place and doing her housework and shoppng...what the hell?? I cant get into her place for a start and how am i supposed to do any of that while in a wheelchair with a broken wrist???sooner I leave adelaide the better,,thing is I love Adelaide,,(not the heat part tho) Do they not get it??? I am still waiting for my friend to repay me the money she owes me...I am not loaning anymore money out,,not ever my mum took over a year to pay me back $100 and my aunty took nearly 2 years to give me back $800 dont they realize that ,That is my savings.. I tell you between all this garbage and my health I am at the end of my rope,I cant sleep at night cos people keep ringing me and waking me up, 2 phone calls last night bothe around midnight, then early yesterday morning at 3 am and then again at 7.50 am , what is wrong with these people,.. sorry for raving, its off my chest and on the puter now,, I hope that you all areokay giving you all big hugs and thanks to you all for putting up with me!!

Bear its a very difficult time for many families...........i dont like the way so many go over the top when so many in this country are on struggle street.........im off my soap box now:):)