Afternoon all :-x Well I went to take my anti-d's Sunday and found out I was out I had only one 75mg left and I take 225mg per day. So I figure I'll be right till Monday I got no $$$ but the Chemist gives me one sheet to last till I get $$$ again. so I get a headache which is associated with anti-d withdrawal and that's about it. Today I'm not gonna get my pills I have panadol for the potentital headache. But can u just imagine I will be anti-d free planned for the first time since 2003. I am gonna see how I go I was a upset watchin I am legend when the dog dies but than I said its just a movie than I said yeah but ol Will smith is a good actor. I also get a little teary over the book I am reading about Motherless daughters as I obviously relate to the stories but this is normal. I might get my pills on Wednesday. I had a moment of clarity last night I tend to think of all my old memories with my family but last night I thought I cannot continue to live in the past and dwell dwell dwell instead I thought think of all the things my son and I can do together instead of thinking of times I had with Dad and Nana and Grandad. I get really upset as I have no friends up here I have clayton friends you know friends that when they want something outa ya they get in touch. Well 1 friend like that. But than I said hey I'm going to a few places this week I AM GOING beading on Wednesday and Thursday in black I will meet people there. Than I think yeah but this is gonna happen than that and I think give it a chance. I was gong to go on the BBQ Friday but my son was sick and I felt I didnt deserve to go to a BBQ with him sick and me enjoying myself. Bella no worries re the info I'm thinking of going of my risperdal or maybe down to half first but my mind never stops without risperdal I cannot sleep. Miss hope yr ok down there its just hot up here it was 34 the other day and I was counting down the days for Autumn for it too cool down. Lotsa JV is on the Gold Coast lovely weather of late news said 28 last night, 28 is our winter, lol. Dame is in Hervey Bay as well as Lily I hope Dame and Lily dont mind me saying that 🙂 Tat Tar 4 now :-x

Hi Kezza and what Purps is saying about the anti Ds is so so true.......you need to wean yourself off them very slowly.......bit by bit i was on anti Ds whilst doing chemo and looking after mother and my late hubby super ill........they are marvellous if used properly but its one subject you have to listen to the Doc and be all ears.........just worry about you:)........lets know how you go:) xx