That's well done.

But I have all of a sudden lost to much and can't get over it so I am just walking away.

Were they from Victoria's eastern suburbs? That happens time and time again, no matter if it's small letters, large letters or parcels of any size; about 1 in 4 things always end up lost where I am - not stolen, just not delivered - no postie, no bike, no van. Bonus points if the tracking shows "DELIVERED" in another suburb ten kilometres away.

Digital, did you lodge a complaint and request a refund on the first express post for their failure to deliver?