If you understand how postage works, you probably can start posting again and forget about pickup.

I think papermoon is right. You don't have the money yet because of Managed Payment, but you will get it. Ebay is just temporarily holding it.

Maybe you can print out help pages about Managed Payments and also pickup, if you wish, and read them when you have some free time. It should take less than an hour to get familiar with the rules, and you will feel more confident.