Your feedback shows just 2 successful transactions and 3 where you've provided a woeful buyer experience.

Without the 4 eBay generated feedback, only 40% of your transactions have been of an acceptable and expected standard.

Forget the payments on hold... I'm extremely surprised that you're still able to sell at all.

You should be thinking yourself lucky and trying to fly under the radar, rather than drawing attention to your sub-standard practices, thereby outing yourself on a public forum.