Amy I've been so into my own concerns that I haven't spoken to you in ages. But this is the only other thread I've opened in weeks. I pray you will all find peace soon.

Hi there Amy, just to let you know that I am thinking of you and yours
God bless!

No news. No updates.

Nothing different at all

no words...


just hugs. Hang in there

Amy maybe your Dad is coming to the realisation slowly, at least he accepts that at some stage she may give up.

thats a point Linda. One i hadnt thought of

So, i talked to my Mum again last night via my sisters mobile.
I told her that Mr 6 is sick. I told her that it looks like he's going to need his adnoids out.
I cried to her that i needed to hear her make a noise.
I cried to her while asking her does she even know who I am.
I cried to her saying I can't do this anymore.
She made no noise.

After, my sister got back on the phone and i asked her if Mum had done anything at all while i was talking? Had any reaction at all?
My sister said no. She said she just stared at the wall.
My sister says thats all she does all the time now. Or startes at the TV when it's on.

My sister says i'm so lucky that i dont have to go up and see her like this.
I know i'm lucky.
My sister asked when i think i might be coming to Dubbo again and i said i dont know.

I do know.

I dont want to go to Dubbo again.
I dont want to go until Mum has gone

I am so sorry Amy - it must be incredibly difficult for you all.

Perhaps your sister needs you? So hard.

I think she does Rosie, but i can't do it 😞

I love my sister but i can't go back there.

I cant see my Mum llike this. My sister says she looks terrible.

She looked terrible last time i was there and i told myself i didnt want to see her any worse

((hugs)) Amy