So, i talked to my Mum again last night via my sisters mobile.
I told her that Mr 6 is sick. I told her that it looks like he's going to need his adnoids out.
I cried to her that i needed to hear her make a noise.
I cried to her while asking her does she even know who I am.
I cried to her saying I can't do this anymore.
She made no noise.
After, my sister got back on the phone and i asked her if Mum had done anything at all while i was talking? Had any reaction at all?
My sister said no. She said she just stared at the wall.
My sister says thats all she does all the time now. Or startes at the TV when it's on.
My sister says i'm so lucky that i dont have to go up and see her like this.
I know i'm lucky.
My sister asked when i think i might be coming to Dubbo again and i said i dont know.
I do know.
I dont want to go to Dubbo again.
I dont want to go until Mum has gone