Cat I have been popping in this week mostly to keep track of how you are doing. I have been thinking of you all day and have drawn strength from your strength. You are truly inspirational honey.
Congratulations on your "New Beginning".
There is an old story / fable called "Footprints In The Sand". I know you are not Christian but I truly believe the essence translates across any Faith.
Footprints in the Sand 
  
  
One night I dreamed I was walking along the beach with the Lord. 
Many scenes from my life flashed across the sky. 
In each scene I noticed footprints in the sand. 
Sometimes there were two sets of footprints, 
other times there were one set of footprints. 
  
This bothered me because I noticed that during the low periods of my life, when I was suffering from anguish, sorrow or defeat, I could see only one set of footprints. 
  
So I said to the Lord, 
"You promised me Lord, that if I followed you, you would walk with me always. But I have noticed that during the most trying periods of my life there have only been one set of footprints in the sand. Why, when I needed you most, you have not been there for me?" 
  
The Lord replied, 
"The times when you have seen only one set of footprints, is when I carried you." 
                                                   Mary Stevenson
					
				
			
			
				
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