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[cat_mioux]

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[cat_mioux]

Lovely wise women what would I do without your support and insight? :-x


Thanks for reminding me I do have some strength and what I've experienced this year could have sent me drooling and rocking in the corner. I really need to know I'm 'normal'.

My day got worse. I found a worn G-string in my letter box (WT!! ewwww! :O). Then I got to work and was given the news I have to work Xmas Day. 😐 And it's not at double pay because it's a Sunday and the public holiday is Monday. My daughter is coming home in the early hours of Xmas Day and I start a 4 hour shift at 7am. I see no sleep that day. 😐

Then there was the storm and I just happened to have parked my car in a flooding zone so I had to go out and move my car. Someone gave me an umbrella but the wind blew it inside out and I got drenched. I couldn't have got any wetter.

But it got me out of my funk. I saw the funny side of it. It was as if The Universe said "oh you want to be a wet blanket?" :^O

I'm home now and out of my wet clothes and thankful the roof didn't leak (dtrh :-x).

I'll talk to my teacher. She'll help me understand what I'm feeling. My sister is also feeling very flat. My situation with Mr Ex happened the same time as my BIL was diagnosed with cancer. And of course our dad died a couple of months later. We had a horrific Xmas last year. Its the 1st year anniversary coming up and I think we were both so traumatised we are re-experiencing some of the emotional trauma.

We both try to help each other. I tell her it's almost a year since BIL has been cancer free and she tells me it's been almost a year since Freedom Day.

But you can't not feel what you feel IYKWIM.

They say it takes half as long as you were together to recover from infidelity. Bugger that! I'm not going to be miserable for 5 years!

Hugs to all :-x

[rosymog]

miss mioux, *good post Dtrh*

I don't miss him. I don't want him back. I'm just sad this happened.

thats a really big statement
its a sad one
but its a realistic one.

You have faced alot and sometimes we just got
*eughfffffff and sigh*
its okay
we are but hoooman.

lols at the wet blanket. *silver lining an all that*

[cat_mioux]

rosy yes I am but hooman .. mostly.

dtrh I do have cycles of feeling down then okay and sometimes downright happy. I guess we all have cycles, depending on circumstances, hormones, the cycles of the moon ...

I don't think I'm Bipolar. If I was, I'd get to enjoy the manics. (My son is Bipolar so I know the signs like the back of my hand).

I think my cycles have reasoning behind them.

[jack*in*a*box]

My new shoes took the skin off both my heels :_|

And I got shoved out in glass and china helping to set up a new disply where people were coming to me asking me about things I know nothing about. Didn't they see my 'Visitors' sticker on my shirt? So far, not fun.

Time will tell if this job is for me 🙂

Cat..I loved that you could find the humour in the literal wet blanket. :-x

Have a great day OKers

[kyliecrv]

Mioux.... (((((hugs))))) ♥

[my2cuddlycats_not]

(((((hugs))))) to all. :-x:-x:-x

[b3llag1na]

Oh poor c*j 😮 So not fair that your new shoes did that 😞
Pssttt... you do know that people don't read? LOL!

Best case of mistaken identity happened to me years ago when we had our first ever proper holiday to South Molle, I was wearing a lovely white outfit with big bright hibiscus sprays printed on it. Anyhoo a couple came up to me and started asking me all sorts of questions just after we got off the boat. I'm standing there saying "sorry I don't know, sorry - dont know, just got here" over and over.... to cut a long story short, the man ended up abusing me because I looked like I worked there!!!! Told me I shouldn't wear an outfit that looked like it could be their uniform!! LOLOL

(and nooo, the staff didn't wear white outfits with hibuscus on them LOL)

[cat_mioux]

Kylie ♥ Cuddly ♥b3lla♥ Jacks ♥ and all whom post here :-x

aww jacks new shoes can take some time to wear in 😞 I bought a pair of flats 2 summers ago and I hate wearing them because they always leave blisters on the sides of my feet.

b3lla people are funny. They get this pre-conceived image in their heads with not much thought as to what's real. :^O

I got a call from my daughter this morning yay! In two days she will be back to sea level so her cough and shortness of breath should ease. It's off to play with the kitties at the animal sanctuary. I love hearing her stories.

I'm still flat so just ignore me. I wish I could self-talk my way out of this one.

[kyliecrv]

Mioux... UHM ♥

[dtrh3]

evening all you wise ones :-x higs and hugs to all

where did the day go?Oh thats right I spent it trying to speak with roof people and my neighbour and doing my bas X-( tried to find time earlier to post,but the phone kept going off.

anyhoo,ms Cat:-x re my ponderings from last night-I truely meant no harm, and I dont know enough about bi-polar to suggest you may suffer from it-the cycles Im speaking of relate to your emotions and reactions to them..:-x as b3lla points out,youve come a long way,and I think the changes of moods you experience are reflections of you coping, and developing a new you.

You are a work in progress and you are not prepared to be in denial, on the contrary, as others have said, you are v brave and working through all your emotions..another person would fall in a heap,or run away,or perhaps be in denial..and though at times Im sure youve felt like all those options sound attractive, you continue to work towards clarity, with strength and courage.

I call the days I feel 'flat' my gumby days-you know that little character that is 2D? It kinda stops me taking my moods so seriously..I figure if I can look at my self, into my eyes, in the mirror, I will be OK. And I know you will be too.I can sense it.

I am focussing on you working these next 5/6 weeks until your daughter comes home,looking forward to seeing her and reliving her trip through her stories..How wonderful it will be for both of you.You are blessed by your children.

Please keep up your meditating and chanting..you gain strength from these and who knows what your future may bring?
you can do it you can do it you can do it:-x

PS a special shiny thank you to ms Cat and braff for your congrats re my recent efforts being noticed in retailworld..
Im a little :8}but I liked hearing you be proud of me..not so gumby after all :^O