0/ ~~~~~~~~~ Hello everyone
Do you remember me?
I have been very remiss. I have logged in, gone to post and eithetr lost the connection or something happened and it didn't go through and then I haven't typed it up again.
There have also been times when i just haven't been available to log in.
All the best to Master Kitty, Kylie, the Freddies and Cuddly. I hope you're feeling better Ms Cat.
I am on another spy mission and am in Brussels at the moment (wearing a Damo T Shirt) *giggle*. He is never far from me. Oops! I shouldn't have said what I was wearing or people might find me.
Things are going fairly well in Braffland.
I'll try to get back a lot sooner. Take care
OK fabulous women
Thanks cuddly, she-ele, Mrs Braff and Mrs Freddie.
He was standing in the kitchen the other night and said "i want to find a nice girl, settle down and have kids mum". It broke my heart when he said "but who would want me ... in debt and living with my mum". Of course I prattled on about the right woman understanding his cirumstances ....:(
I'm angry with myself that I can't at least fix his financial debts. Some people might say "he's an adult and he needs to sort himself out" but he has high functioning Aspergers and doesn't always make the best decisions.
Anyway ... I should focus on being grateful he is safe and he has a soft place to fall and he seems a little happier and hopeful.
Mrs Braff I'm so intriqued. Brussels again? I want to be an international spy too!
Oh cat, I hope your son will be ok in time.
I really do believe that if we believe and are prepeared to wait, that something good will come along. I'm actually going through that phase at the moment. I have this really strong belief that there is someone better for me out there. It's just come upon me in the past few months. Some days I lose heart and feel very loney and sad, but I have this really strong voice inside me that kicks my but and insists that everything will turn out ok. I'm a bit excited actually. 
I wish he'd turn up soon because the other night Mr 17 was talking about his validictory dinner and telling me he didn't know what to do. When I asked him what he meant he said he wasn't sure if I'd want to go. I said, "of course I want to go, what made you think that? Is it because dad will be there?"
Turns out dad and the other woman will both be there and we'll have to share a table and he's worried that because I won't know any of the other parents there I'll have no-one to talk to and will be bored. I told him that I'll just have to find a hot date to take then.
I did think of asking one of his god fathers ( my brother) as my date, but then I remembered that he is still on friendly terms with my ex. (still takes his car to the garage to get it fixed there.) They'd end up talking all night and that would piff me off, so he is out. 
Can't blame my brother for keeping on good terms I guess, but also the hurt part of me thinka he should be on my side. The ex was good to him the year before our saga started. My brother had a motor bike accident where a kid was playing chicken on the road in the dark whilst on his bicycle and my brother hit and killed him. The ex took control of the insurance for my brother so he didn't have to deal with any of that. ( he wasn't always a pratt ) Plus that boy would be the same age as my son if he were still alive and maybe that'll make my brother think..................Maybe I'm overthinking this......................I don't know.
Well unless I can find myself a hot date between now and then it'll be me, the ex and the other woman.
Higs and Hugs
Cynth, take a girlfriend if you don't find a hot sexy male in time, and be very enigmatic, let them try to sort out what you are to each other 
Those supid "smiley's" are supposed to be winking *sigh* uglyass things they are, so primitive!
