Do you ever find yourself at a loss?

[softail-joanie]

There's some things going on, now, this very night, for a couple of days now, that I just don't quite know how to deal with. When I go for help, I find myself invisible in a sea of maddness all around me. Madness that possibilly overshadows little invisible me.

I think maybe I should leave the shelter, take a gamble on having enough gas to get back to the camper down south.

Also, i'm laying in something that has been put into my bed I think, maybe. Being here, I have lost my food benifits. I need to go back and re apply down there where I was, or apply up here and I don't know, I doubt I can stay at this place another night.

anyone?

[amber-eyed-girl]

Joanie, yes, there are places here that offer free public wifi internet access. Libraries, cafés, city centres, it depends where you live though. Good that your Dad was able to help you out, hope things get better for you Joanie. If you are being attacked over being who you are, that's awful. You don't deserve that.

[vicr3000]

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@j*oono wrote:

Thank goodness you have free internet in the US. Over here we need to pay for it and also the electricity to recharge our phones and laptops.

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LOL, not everyone it seems.

Went to Maccas for a coffee with the GF the other week, 3 blokes sitting at a table in an enclave,

had unplugged the fan device and were charging their mobile phone !

And then got in a car to drive off which puzzled me because a USB Car charger is about $10 - 15 !

I gather most fast food outlets here (KFC, McDonalds, Red Rooster etc) have free Wi Fi.

[azureline**]

Free WiFi lots of places here. Hot spots in shopping centres too I have noticed.

[vicr3000]

Yes, it woldn't surprise me in the US.

[dwilke33]

Plus, if you live close enough to your neighbors you can swipe their internet also.  It's a shame, but true.  Neighbors pay, you steal and use for free.

[lloydslights]

Joanie, are you closer to that lovely dog now?  

If so, give it a stroke along its back for me

DEB

[the*scarlet*pimpernel]

flamin heck Joanie,  so much negativity. You remind me of Marvin the computer from the hitch hikers guide to the galaxy.

Do you honestly believe every policeman in the country knows you and has it in for you?

Why on earth would they 'take' your stuff. 

Why can't you sleep inside your Dads place, out of the cold?

I thought you were a woman (transgender) or have you not had any surgery and are in fact a transvestite? I guess that would explain some of the animosity/violence you have experienced.

It is so frustrating as we only seem to get disjointed accounts of events, some of which are incomprehensible to us as our police are accountable for theiractions and get turfed out at the first whiff of corruption.  It's also frustrating because we are too far away to do anything constructive for you.

[softail-joanie]

Joanie, are you closer to that lovely dog now?  If so, give it a stroke along its back for me

Yes, already did that, Cloe got the fly treatment. I got a call from the shelter and they want me there in the morning at 9am something about an appeal, i have no idea, but the way i was treated in there and staff doing nothing for days and then moving me to another bed as if it was my fault, i don't think i want back in, but i would like to set the record stright, i'll go if i can find a friend or cousin to go along and videotape. feel like id be walking into a trap.

[icyfroth]

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@biglolcat wrote:

What state are you in?

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A very emotional state by the looks of it.

[vicr3000]

i thought she said at one time Virginia !