Popping in to say Hi to everyone and hope you all have the best day possible.
While I usually have little to say here, I would like you all to know that I visit most everyday to read your posts and so glad this thread is here for people like me to do just that.
Knowing a problem is shared by (many) others really has made a difference to me so thanks.
morning all, bumping to wish everyone who reads a good day
(waited around since 9 for a visitor who turned out to be a noshow, no phonecall, text, email..what a waste of time..so I took myself off for a coffee..) bbl
Little changes to the usual, (some may say boring) normal everyday rituals have made me feel uncomfortable over the past few days. Little actions have created large reactions on my mind. It's like cogs and wheels out of sync., sort of grating gears, in the head.
I'll adapt, I know I will.
After a traumatic (to me) decade of extreme changes, I had got to an accepted level of existence. I now need a hum-drum, easy to cope with life. A regular timetable to adhere. I need advance notice of future events and plans.
I haven't spoken to my daughter this week, due to me not "coping" with me. At this stage, any added concern of hers will not be tolerated by my mind. Ready, willing and able, I'll be in touch with her later on.
Sorry everyone, this is a "downer" day. At least the rain has stopped. I'll get out into the garden. Dirt under the nails and the wonder of Mother Nature doing her bit in the plants and fish world, usually pulls me back in line. 
DEB
A good day turned bad.
She has to 'self present' at the hospital for a few days monitoring as they are not happy with her ECG results.
She reckons they're all idiots and over-reacting...
*sigh.
Well there goes our Easter. I know that sounds bad, but I can't but help thinking - here we go again. In our experience so far, no hospital visit has ever been short 
I hope I'm wrong.
