Hi there Kerry:)
I find great comfort in my God, in troubled times, but as I have often said on here, I also fight with my demons and I do question a lot, I believe I am a Christian, but at times I do falter, I believe I have had a fortunate life in many ways.
We all have had our tragedies at times with family, health and numreous other issues.
Many years ago I went through something no Mother should have to go through and that is when I reached out to God, instead of anti depressants that I found I could not take, I tried talking to God, prayers, bike riding, walking and talking to myself to keep myself sane, most of the time it works for me, but I do at times go off the rails a tad.
I do get comfort from church though, I sorta feel healed and cleansed if that makes sense!
God bless Kerry as you travel this new path and I hope you find the answers you are seekingโฅ