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[cat_mioux]

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[dtrh3]

Good morning all you wise ones 🙂

braff :-x sending lots of healing energy to Alicia and calm strength and positivity to you and her family..I hope her dad(your brother) is doing OK as well- its a very stressful situation and my thoughts are with you..

lucky little cat ms Cat :-x a new car..woo hoo maybe you can go for a drive down Ocean Rd and have a picnic somewhere to blow the cobwebs away and celebrate a whole year! sending S,A and J healing and happy thoughts...

higs and hugs to all of you who visit..have a wonderful day today..Im off to retailworld and da bossman whos coming to visit..yikes look at the time! better get a wriggle on:^O

you can do it you can do it you can do it

[kokomobua]

Braff, it sounds like Alicia has great medical care, she is otherwise young and fit, so keep the thought close that the body has the most amazing ability to heal itself (yes, even the brain), it just needs time.

Kylie that bubba is just gorgeous!

[cat_mioux]

Hi everyone :-x

Special hugs to Alicia's Dad and all the family :-x  It seems the doctors are gradually reducing assisted medical care and that is good progress.

I've slacked off with chanting again *sigh*.  Only because I've uncovered another core of emotion and it scares me. When I chanted for those 7 hours my anger disolved towards Mr Ex. But under that anger was a deep sadness. That sadness lasted for a couple of months and was awful. But I guess I had to deal with it.

Now I've discovered, underneath the sadness is a hard core of fear. It colours everything I do, think or say. The fear goes way back to childhood. My teacher says I can transform that fear to faith and hope (the word courage doesn't feel right. I know I'm already incredibly courageous).

Intuitively I feel I need to transform the fear to faith in myself. That I am safe. I've never felt safe in the world.

I'm fearful of confronting the fear.

My teacher has been sending me encouraging emails every day.

I wanted this thread to show what it's like to overcome infidelity.  But I think it's turned into a thread that encourages and supports all of us struggling through various life challenges. It also celebrates the wonderful life events which are also a blessing to share.

I'm one woman who's much loved partner betrayed her 12 months ago.  But so much more has come from that event. My 'lessons' just seem to keep coming. It's as if all these layers are being peeled back one by one and whats underneath the next layer is more darker than the one above.

I know the deepest layer is Buddha Nature. Pure wisdom and happiness. How many lifetimes will it take to uncover all those crappy layers on top?

Sorry for my rambling post.  Thanks for listening. :-x

[kyliecrv]

Oh my, what a gorgeous baby Samantha is.  Totally kissable and huggable.  :-x

How many hours a day do you lose just looking at her Kylie? ?:| 

hahahahaha... too many!!! She is definately a time waster! LoL 😄

[kyliecrv]

 

I wanted this thread to show what it's like to overcome infidelity.  But I think it's turned into a thread that encourages and supports all of us struggling through various life challenges. It also celebrates the wonderful life events which are also a blessing to share.

Totally Agree!

(((((hugs))))) to all those that need them right now. XXX

[dtrh3]

Good evening all- hope everyones had a good day today 🙂

da bossman phones me from Sydney and- you wont believe it- he missed the flight X-(..it was all I could do to stifle a sigh and not yawn in the phone..Ive just come home from a High School meeting, and I think that my brain turned into ectoplasm and left this universe..seriously: I am so tired :_|

braff :-x Im glad you could imagine how funny that tradie was and had a laugh..have been sending you calm relaxed energy to deal with this stressful time and Ive also been thinking about Alicia and sending her healing light to help her recovery- she sounds like a real fighter...perhaps you could suggest to your brother to put music on when hes driving?-or maybe you could make a CD of your fav Damien gems and send it to him- he could drive along, singing at the top of his voice?Its great for stress..;-)

ms Cat :-x Ive been wondering if you had been chanting recently- you know you want to, dont you? Im curious...Does your feeling of fear have a colour or a shape?- In your minds eye, what do you imagine it to resemble?

I too have fear..and I will share it with you if you like..but know this- you are not alone.Not really.Not ever.

[the_great_she_elephant]

evening all ((((((hugs)))))) all round.

Just about to go and make dinner - omelettes I think (nice and easy.)

Cat, I meant to say earlier, my granddaughter has a mazda 2 It's a dear little car and she absolutely loves it.

[cat_mioux]

ms Cat :-x Ive been wondering if you had been chanting recently- you know you want to, dont you? Im curious...Does your feeling of fear have a colour or a shape?- In your minds eye, what do you imagine it to resemble?

I too have fear..and I will share it with you if you like..but know this- you are not alone.Not really.Not ever.

Hi wonderful dtrh. Please share your fear with me if you feel comfortable :-x

My fear definately has a shape and colour. It's cylindrical, like a plug shape. It's off white and has a hardness like marble. Weird!

I know most of us have fears that colour our lives. I'm so over living with it.

I still haven't found the courage to chant. I know it will change  my life but having lived with this fear all my life .. it feels like a part of me.  Do I chip it away, dissolve it, transform it?  Teacher says don't worry about the hows. Just chant.

Fear causes me to get defensive. Fear makes me judgemental. Fear makes me try to outsmart people. Fear makes me mean. Fear paralyzes me. Fear makes me self sabotage.  Fear make me critical. Fear makes me intolerant.

I have work to do!

She-ele Miss Kitty has to wait 2 weeks for her little Mazda 2 . It's such a girly girl car . :-x

[thebraff]

Hello all  ~~~~

Big higs and hugs for you all  :-x

dtrh your healing lights have worked a treat along with all the other wishes and prayers sent to Alicia.  More later............

My brother catches the train and a bus to the hospital 2 1/2 hours each way, so singing out loud is not an option for him unfortunately.  😞

He also doesn't have an ipod or any of those fandangled things.  😉

I love my iPod          😛

What a shame your boss missed the plane.  Was he not able to get onto another one?

I hope your meeting at the High School went well  :8}

I find it fascinating you asking Miss Cat what colour or shape her fear was.  It made me stop and think about my colour and shape for fears and it was black and shaped like a cat that touched a power point.  You know, a cat  standing on 2 back legs and its hair all over its body standing on end.

Is that weird?

MsCat, you are such a different person to this time last year. Waiting for the big move out by your house sharer.

This thread was here to support you, and continues to support.  It has just broadenend it's support network.

You have every right to have fears and it will probably take a very long time to get through all the layers to allieve you of those fears. 

Trust and have faith in yourself.  :-x

You can do it, you can do it, you can do it.

I will give you the update on Alicia

My sister sent this message this morning:

she is still in ICU but taking small steps to recovery...sedation levels are slowly being reduced...more alert..still needing some support with oxygen and not breathing on her own as yet...hopefully the ventilation tube can be removed from the throat soon...lungs are not quite right yet..the drain from the brain hopefully was removed last night...have not heard yet if this happened...small steps but in the right direction...thank you to all who are praying please continue to do so as she still has a long road to travel...

Then this afternoon

...Alicia...today the ventilation tube was removed as has the drain from the brain!!! Wow we are excited for her...

:-x:-x:-x

She just has the prongs in the nose for her oxygen now.  😄

[my2cuddlycats_not]

Fantastic, Braff!!:-x:-x

Higs and Hugs to all, :-x:-x