morning all you wise adventurers :-x
ms Cat:-x very interesting reading about your feelings re the dinner.I have pondered a bit..as I do.:-)Firstly,I understand the tediousness..if there was only 1 word I could use to describe myself it would be 'loner'.And yet people are always surprised by that-socially Im adept,Im curious,and I have buckets of empathy but most times I feel awash of others-and it tires me and now Im older,it bores me.I seem to be able to be interested in/cope with small doses..(you do have others things to talk about,Im sure-you would be excited to share how much you are looking forward to seeing your daughter and her partner-where theyve been travelling and what theyve been doing...:-xmost people love travellers tales.)
Maybe your teacher thought that you hadnt considered the benefits of the dinner-perhaps it seemed you were reacting to the thought of it?(with nervousness and dread)What for one person is the option of a great time,for another could be excruciating/boring/stressful..etc.
You know whats best for you-,trust your instincts-if you need to cocoon,thats fine-you need to cocoon,try to release the fear you are feeling.
I did want to ask You do know you are much more than the breakup dont you?
re your dream.One thing that struck me was that you were climbing with mr.Meaning that you had to walk with him to get up that mountain-he was present,and you moved through time and space to the new you.Can you understand what Im saying?In order to get through to the new you,you had to travel with him.See what you think.
Thank you for my #3 analysis..its right on!I am having to work out how to be more at ease with being less cloistered,and dealing with that feeling of exposure..yikes.
higs and hugs to all,including the ones that are mia.we miss you.
you can do it you can do it you can do it