sorry for my post and run before.
So i rang dad tonight and he had been at Mums GP for the last 2 hours.
They had both been looking through the Stilnox trials websites and info that i had given to Mums GP 3 years ago.
They saw that no one who had been put on the trials has had any bad side effects so they talked and the GP said, if Dad wanted to try it, she would do it.
So dad said ok.
So the script for Stilnox has been sent to the Nursing Homes chemist.
The head nurse is being told how to give and how much to give and she will also stay with Mum and take notes on any changes.
Dad seems excited but also very nervous and i can tell he is trying to hold in any excitement cause he is scared of the disappointment. I can understand that
I feel over joyed.
But i feel a sense of completion. I dont know. its hard to explain. I have been wanting this for so long and i felt such grief and anger that i couldnt get it happening. I felt like i'd let Mum down. That i hadnt done enough.
Now, even if this does nothing, I know we tried everything.
The home might get the stilnox tomorrow. If it does, they will try her on it.
Tomorrow is my birthday and right now, i feel like ive been given the best present.......hope