No that poster is not me.I am here with my posting ID .I do think that I was meant to just take it all quietly,go quietly,or perhaps speak up and appear las though I was/am paranoid and then go on my way.
Well I went on my way didn't I as most likely intended.Others did too.Some of those who left here later were themselves all too knowing about the games played behind this door.Maybe it was OK until it was turned on them?
Yes it's all very well and nice to light candles for people however when you intentionally start a fire which causes harm don't expect to get away with it.
I have forgiven far too much .
I myself don't understand the mindset of those who plot and scheme and dig into others lives to cause them fear,alienation,harm and all the efftects that slander can have.
I do not understand how some live with themselves knowing what they do ...if you know what you are doing,if you have a conscience How can you ? how can you not feel guilt?not feel the need to be accountable and responsible and apologise?
Other people can have that much of their own carp to deal with and you think it OK to cause them harm? What are you thinking? Is this what you teach the future generation? If so we are in trouble .
I gave many opportunaties to be honest .Even left an open question about it all being a mistake.No one took it.I do believe that being honest is the best way to be.I will continue to do so.
Yes I may very well seek professional help though the Dr I speak to won't be a medical one.
I will go on with what I do have ..
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