Thanks for the pick-ups -
I don't know what to do with Bluebird's - I had her name on it cos she had just checked in the day I made the tag - but she might not come back for ages. Oh well.
I'm feeling really blue - I don't like Xmas fever & tonight my oldest rang me - drunk - & gave me a really hard time about it. I should have hung up on him much sooner than I did cos I could see we were going round in circles & he was twisting my words & being sarcastic & just generally an a....hole. I had a cry now I'm battling between curling up & sleeping away the month & keeping up with my obligations to others, animals, Ebay & probably myself altho I don't feel like that. He's never treated me that way before & I guess all he had on his mind was that I was rejecting him & he wouldn't listen altho he kept demanding that I explain & 'make him understand'. Oh. *sigh* And I'm depressed because nobody (family) has ever asked me how I'm feeling so they expect me to be ok all the time. Ugh sorry. I hope I feel better than this tomorrow. I'm off to bed.