dtrh
beautifully said. I know the power of forgiveness and I know staying angry and bitter only eats you up inside and prevents you from moving on. I know I will let go and feel compassion for him. I feel very sorry for the person he has become.
My feelings will change once he has gone. I will feel some kind of peace as well as being able to move through the process of grief which is part of my healing.
I don't want to stay angry because I know it is destructive. I have been chanting to transform my anger into positive qualities - assertiveness, the right to be respected and to use as fuel to make the changes needed for me to move on.