gothic- honestly i dont want to go to Dubbo at this stage.
I could go, stay for a week, she keeps hanging on, I come home and then she passes when i get home. I cant stay up there for weeks and weeks, i have a family here and a job. Mum wouldnt want me to be with her watching her die.
I will be going as soon as i get news that she has passed.
Last time i saw her in May i said to myself i didnt want to see her again in that state, or worse. If i go to her now, i will see her at her worse and i dont think i could deal with that