Do you ever find yourself at a loss?

[softail-joanie]

There's some things going on, now, this very night, for a couple of days now, that I just don't quite know how to deal with. When I go for help, I find myself invisible in a sea of maddness all around me. Madness that possibilly overshadows little invisible me.

I think maybe I should leave the shelter, take a gamble on having enough gas to get back to the camper down south.

Also, i'm laying in something that has been put into my bed I think, maybe. Being here, I have lost my food benifits. I need to go back and re apply down there where I was, or apply up here and I don't know, I doubt I can stay at this place another night.

anyone?

[azureline**]

You need to speak to someone who knows the circumstances? Do you have a mentor or a social worker?

[icyfroth]

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@azureline** wrote:

You need to speak to someone who knows the circumstances? Do you have a mentor or a social worker?

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I'd be outta there like a shot.

[jean2579]

I know that in your country religious advisors fill a big need, is there anyone in a religious organisation that you trust enough to talk with?

[creative*crisis]

It's hard to know what to suggest without knowing what's actually going on.

[softail-joanie]

Here at the shelter, I think they call them  a service corordinator. But I can never get ahold of them. They put me in the overflow program, that means I have to leave at 9am, and can't come back until 6pm, but have to be bake here by 8:20 pm. I think I have to be gone durring the hours the service corordernator is here. It's not just me,they put most all of us in it, I might be the only one who waas not notified about it though, until monday morning with no notice. But that isn't the prob. it's the woman across from me. Vulgar, and vendictive twords me about my gender. I don't know what she has put on my bed over here.

Thats the big thing thats bothering me, but add to that some of the smaller things, it's too much, even for me. I need help.

[j*oono]

Did you speak to the priest or pastor at the church Joanie?

[creative*crisis]

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@j*oono wrote:

Did you speak to the priest or pastor at the church Joanie?

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That sounds like a really good idea , going back to that freezing cold camper at the moment might be worse than having to put up with some ignorant people , unpleasant as that is.

[azureline**]

You need to address that with the co ordinator then? perhaps that woman will be asked to leave.

[siggie-reported-by-alarmists]

What do you think she put in your bed?